I hate when someone asks me whats wrong and really there is but i always say nothings wrong than i feel bad. Thats what happened today with my two friends and someone else but i forget who. My two friends and i went to the Manheim Diner to chill this evening and my one friend asked me whats wrong because i was being extremely quiet tonight and i have to agree that i was. After i droped them off i just broke down in tears. I think its because lately i've been thinking of my mom and just wishing, just wishing she were here, then life wouldn't be this way for my dad and i. Every day i look at her picture by my computer and just give her a hug and tell her that i love her, but i can't.
I love watching Extreme Makeover: Home Edition. I was watching it tonight and every Sunday night, it put my in tears. The family tonight lost their father and left behind a wife and 5 kids. He was a pastor at a church and they helped out other families. Thats the one thing that i look forward to that every Sunday night!!
I feel like no one realizes that i'm around and that all my friends use me for a ride here and there. I just don't understand!!!
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