Forgiveness

Why is it so hard to forgive someone especially a family member??



I know i have to forgive him but its so difficult and i haven't forgivin' him yet and its been a little over 2 years now.


Its been an emotional week for me and now I'm finally enjoying a 3 day weekend. No work til Monday!! Now i have time to read and relax and just to slow down. I have to thank my one supervisor for hooking me up this weekend. I just had to get away from work and the people that i work with, well one inparticular, and to get my mind off work. My one supervisor and i had a really deep talk yesterday about his wife and one daughter and another one on the way, the baby should be here sometime in September. I'm excited for them. I've met his wife and daughter a few months ago and their daughter is adorable. But he was telling me yesterday that he wants his kids to grow up in a house that they'll remember for the rest of their lives and such. I totally agree with that. He also said that he'd wish that he would've spent more time with his dad before he passed away and thats when i was about to tear up. He's such an awesome person to talk to.