Ugh......

So all weekend and all this week the parents that i live with have been fighting non-stop. I'm getting tired from hearing that his wife doesn't do crap for him, but yet she wakes up EVERYDAY at 330am to make his lunch and puts out his clothes to wear to work. Yet he still fights with her!! I can't explain the way i feel right now. His little girl is 6 and she heard him yelling at her mom last night and came out of her room and went downstairs to see him bc he was packing up his car. So Des(6) and I watched High School Musical together till 10pm and then it was her bedtime. She's like "Hug, Ashley!" I was shocked just because she knows that i love her like a sister and that's what the kids need right now!!

Here's story about Austen, who's 11, he's the oldest one but is Autistic....i was about in tears as i was talking and walking with him........


-So Sunday evening their mom and dad(who's still mad at his wife for no reason at all) take Des, Austen, Tiff and Nikki(their cousins), and myself to the Ashland County Fair. Austen loves Star Wars and he saw these laser swords that were either blue or green and he wanted one. His mom told him to wait, but he wanted one that night. So as we were leaving Austen was upset bc he didnt get the sword, so i wrapped my arm around him and held him close to me and he was crying and just venting me! I was asking him whats the matter and he's told me that he only has 3 friends at school and everyone else ignores him besides the teacher! At that time my eyes were starting to water. He's such a sweeetheart and i live him to death. Then i made a promise with him at the Fair before we left. I promised him that I'll buy him the blue sword that lights up on Friday bc they have no school this Friday. We even pinky sweared!!! lol He's just a kid that wants to be loved and no ones else gives it to him when he needs it!




I've just been praying that if God no longer wants me to be here and to go home in the spring or if God will make everything right with the parents, but i highly doubt that. All i have to do is just wait. The kids mom told me that if i wanna go home i can but not till the Spring,bc she's working 3 jobs right now. Its just overwhelming for me!! I've been reading a lot too bc i have from 745am till 3pm to do whatever, which is nice!!

I'm finally getting a Verizon cell phone tomorrow!! I'm going to have a new number so if u want let me know!! I love now bc i can call anyone with Verizon for free!

Ghosts.......

I've been hanging out with the neighbor girls alot. I went to the fair with them, I play volleyball with them, I play hide and seek, and I go over to their house to chill with them and their parents.

So last night Rileigh and I were hitting the volleyball back and worth then we were going to get ready to play DDR over at my house but her sister, Miranda, came over and told Rileigh that the parents were leaving for dinner in 15 minutes so she's like "lets go over to my house and we'll play it, " I'm like ok but her DDR pad wasn't working so we couldn't play it. So then their cousin comes over to spend the night then thats when we decided to play hide and seek. When we were done we came over to play some card games, like Spoons. After the family that i live with got home we went back over to Rileigh's house and played with the Wegy Board. Rileigh and Miranda told me weeks ago that they have 2 ghosts in their house. Well i got to meet Billy last night. It was FREAKY!! I've never used a Wegy Board bc i never had a reason too. Miranda wants to see if we have any ghosts in the house that I live and I'd be interested to know too. So the two ghosts that live in their house are Billy and John. I had a great time other at their house last night.

It's been so cold here in the mornings, like 4o degrees all week!! I love it bc i can break out my sweatshirt.

One thing that i'm going to get for my vehicle is a magnet of OHIO STATE!! lol so be prepared when i come back to PA which wont be for a while! kinda sad about that but hey I'll get over it. It'll come quick tho.

LABOR DAY WEEKEND!!

Well this weekend i got to drive a boat just like this one, but it has two seats in the front and two seats in the back. I've never been on a boat like this, nor have i driven one, so it was a great experience! I had a great time and we spent the day on the river fishing. We caught nothing, but that was fine with us because we just loved being out there and relaxing and having a great time. We I mean, Jen, Denny, Des, and Jen's parents and myself. Jen's dad wants to take me fishing on Lake Erie some weekend and i would love that. We had a conversation on the boat, asking me if i like to fish and that he wanted someone to drive the boat too!!

Yesterday afternoon we went to the aunts house for a cookout and we had STEAKS, not hamburgers and hotdogs!! lol The steak was so good, you dont even need A1 sauce! He has his one secret sauce that he doesnt give out to anyone! Then later on we went inside and played Cheng-Hi, probably spelled wrong. I just learned how to play it Saturday night and i love it. Its an Ohio game! I also learned to play Up or Down yesterday and its a great game too, another Ohio game!! lol

So over all it was a great Labor Day weekend and relaxing as well. Jen's family is funny and i fit right in!

I'm coming home this weekend!