Ugh......

So all weekend and all this week the parents that i live with have been fighting non-stop. I'm getting tired from hearing that his wife doesn't do crap for him, but yet she wakes up EVERYDAY at 330am to make his lunch and puts out his clothes to wear to work. Yet he still fights with her!! I can't explain the way i feel right now. His little girl is 6 and she heard him yelling at her mom last night and came out of her room and went downstairs to see him bc he was packing up his car. So Des(6) and I watched High School Musical together till 10pm and then it was her bedtime. She's like "Hug, Ashley!" I was shocked just because she knows that i love her like a sister and that's what the kids need right now!!

Here's story about Austen, who's 11, he's the oldest one but is Autistic....i was about in tears as i was talking and walking with him........


-So Sunday evening their mom and dad(who's still mad at his wife for no reason at all) take Des, Austen, Tiff and Nikki(their cousins), and myself to the Ashland County Fair. Austen loves Star Wars and he saw these laser swords that were either blue or green and he wanted one. His mom told him to wait, but he wanted one that night. So as we were leaving Austen was upset bc he didnt get the sword, so i wrapped my arm around him and held him close to me and he was crying and just venting me! I was asking him whats the matter and he's told me that he only has 3 friends at school and everyone else ignores him besides the teacher! At that time my eyes were starting to water. He's such a sweeetheart and i live him to death. Then i made a promise with him at the Fair before we left. I promised him that I'll buy him the blue sword that lights up on Friday bc they have no school this Friday. We even pinky sweared!!! lol He's just a kid that wants to be loved and no ones else gives it to him when he needs it!




I've just been praying that if God no longer wants me to be here and to go home in the spring or if God will make everything right with the parents, but i highly doubt that. All i have to do is just wait. The kids mom told me that if i wanna go home i can but not till the Spring,bc she's working 3 jobs right now. Its just overwhelming for me!! I've been reading a lot too bc i have from 745am till 3pm to do whatever, which is nice!!

I'm finally getting a Verizon cell phone tomorrow!! I'm going to have a new number so if u want let me know!! I love now bc i can call anyone with Verizon for free!