Moving to Ohio....

I might be moving to Ohio with my neighbors. It might be a year, 6 months, or even 3 months till i move but I'm not a 100% on the date. Its a pretty high chance that I'm moving with them. The kids love me being at their house and i told them when they move I'm goona be upset because i wont have anything to do. lol....They have everything planned out with where I'm going to live and its in their basement.

One reason I'm leaving is because of work. It literally has drama like no tomorrow and two-faced people who will talk to one day like "best friends" and then the next day not talk to you. Don't get me wrong I'll a few people at work and all. My supervisor is trying to get me to stay by asking m if i like helping out the one cook in the coffee shop and I'm like "ya" and that was the end of that conversation.

I'm gonna miss people at church as well.

In Honor Of My Mom!!!

I think this the one time I really think about my mom just because its Mother's Day. She was 37 years old when she passed.



Words to describe my mom....
-loving
-trusting
-fun
-outgoing
-cooked amazing food
-respected other people
-encouraged me
-compassionate
-beautiful
-listener
-strong spirit
-kind
-looked up to her
-amazing
-intelligent
-let me go with her to wherever she was going
-taught me what i needed to know before she passed
-fighter, she fought cancer for 5 or 6 years, lived longer than the doctors predicted
-supported me in my softball games, everytime I had one she was there


All in all, i loved her so much and i miss her!!!!! Hopefully i'll get to see her some day.


While everyone is out having dinner with their mom's, I'm planting flowers at her stone and sitting at home doing nothing. Its kind of a depressing day for me, but I'll get over it. I bought flowers yesterday at the farm market and planted them as well.

My mom will never read this, but I'm just posting it anyway.

I'm already thinking about Mother's Day and it's not even until May 13th. No plans yet, but I'm going to get flowers to plant at my mom's grave.

So the last few weeks have been exhausting for me. I've been down at my neighbors house pretty much everyday. Lets just say I live there. The 3 kids love me being down there and they never let me leave. Friday night I was over there and the one kid, Brock, asked me if I wanted to spend the night and watch Firday Night Wrestling, so I did, then after that was over he asked me if I wanted to watch The Ring:Two, so i was like sure and thats when he asked me to spend the night. It was a GREAT movie!! I've been helping his dad with the deck around the pool and whatnot. Those kids tire me out by the end of the night when I'm ready to go home, which for me is a good thing that way I will be able to sleep better. These kids mean the world to me.

This is Destiny(this isn't how u spell it) and myself. She was taking the picture. I love her so much!! She's like a little sister to me.

I don't have a picture of Brock but I will when i update my blog.

Here's a picture of Austen. He has autism, but he is very bright and has been talking so much more since the first time I met him. He comes up to me and gives me a hug and kiss. He is a very lovable boy!!!

This family has "adopted" me into their family. They were asking me today "how much would it cost us to adopt you?" I told them it would be free because I'm 22 and I can make my own decisions, haha. But I'm gonna be upset when they move back to Ohio because that's where they have family and they lived there before they moved to PA. I know the kids will miss me!!! I jsut don't know what I'll do when they go to Ohio. They are truly my "family," because they feed me everyday I'm over there.