Moving on...

How do u react to a parent, ur only parent that is still alive, but got remarried and doesn't reply to ur emails, phone calls, or letters? I've been struggling with this issue for sometime now and just don't know what to do. I've emailed my dad recently, last Sunday, about getting me a ticket for a conference down in Georgia. My friends and i are driving down to Georgia for the PASSION conference. I really want to go but i haven't heard from my dad yet and i probably won't go then. I don't understand why he has to ignore me.

What did i do to him?

Its all my fault, i guess!

I've tried emailing, phone calls, writing letters, and going for dinner and nothing has worked.

Should i just keep trying and getting myself stressed out over it or should i just move on in life??

I'm just worried that this isn't what God had in mind and WANTS me to have a relationship with him.

So I'm doing something for me and to prove to my dad that i can make something of myself and i joined the Air Force! I'm almost to my weight goal and then i can call my recruiter!! My dad will probably careless that i did that!!

I just wish there was ONE person here with me......

and that PERSON is my MOM!! Everything would be great if she were around! Can't believe its been 10 years!!

LONG WEEK....

So this week has been terribily long and the only reason for that is because my one co-worker called off on monday and hasnt been back to work yet, which means i have to do double duty ALL week!! I do my job and then i slice meat the rest of the day and i'm getting better and better everyday!

Right now I'm temp. full-time but yesterday my boss talked to me in the office and told me there might be a full-time position available real soon and asked if i'd be interested and i told him "duh, i'm so glad u asked me!" lol So i'm going full-time there and i might slicing everyday bc the one kid might be getting fired bc he calls off all the time!! Lets just say my arms are going to be buff, LOL. Slicing meat from 630am-230pm!!

I also had an interview at The O.G. on monday and i might have a part-time job there in the evenings and weekends. God has answered a few of my prayers bc i was hoping i was going to get a FT job at Masonic village and going to happen and i've been searching for a PT job and i'm going to get the job at The O.G.

So i've been running/walking everyday and its paying off, i just wish i had a running buddy to keep me motivated!! lol I'm also on a diet and watching what i eat. I've lost 9lbs!! Yay!!!

Pictures from Blizzard......

Here are some picturees from Blizzard. More to come later!!!

For the Mentos Challenge, my group came up with a name, the Hoondune Tribe!!

~The most basic boundary that defines you is ur physical skin.


~Ur physical self is the first way that you learn that u are seperate from others.


~The skin boundary keeps the good in and the bad out.


~In the spiritual world, fences are invisible.


~The most basic boundary-setting word is NO. It lets others know that u exist apart from them and that u are in control of u.


~NO is a confrontational word.


~People with poor boundaries struggle with saying NO to the control, pressure, demands, and sometimes the real needs of others.


~If u cannot say NO to this external or interal pressure, u have lost control of ur property and are not enjoying the fruit of "self-control."


~Ur words also define ur property for others as you communicate ur feelings, intentions, or dislikes.


~Ur words let people know where u stand and this gives them a sense of the "edges" that help identify you.


~Knowing the truth about God and his property puts limits on u and shows u his boundaries.


~When he says that u will reap what u sow(Gal 6:7) you either define urself in relation to that reality or continue to get injuried if u try to go against it.


~To be in touch with God's truth is to be in touch with reality, and to live accord with that reality makes for a better life.


~There is always safety in the truth, whether it be knowing God's truth or knowing the truth about urself.




~Honesty about who u are gives u the biblical value of integrity, or oneness.

Well here's the news.....................I've enlisted in the Air Force!! I have paper work to do then I'll know the date that i leave for BMT, or Basic Military Training. I'm so excited and yet nervous at the same time!!! If u want to get together let me know!!