Being near to God

Last night was just an awesome time at bible study......we hung out for a while and played volleyball, then had a time of worship which Andy led us in, he did a great job.......then we just sat and prayed and sang one more song..we also talked about breaking up our bible study so other college age students could join in, that means we need more houses to host the studies.......its great to have the same age range just singing together........I think last was a much needed night.....we sang "Hungry(falling on my knees)"

Hungry I come to you for I know you satisfy
I am empty but I know your love does not run dry

And so I wait for you
so I wait for you

I'm falling on my knees
Offering all of me
Jesus, You're all this heart is living for

Broken I run to you for Your arms are open wide
I am weary but I know your touch restores my life


Lord, thank you for not giving up on me through my tough times in life, Your right there with me and loving me through the good and bad. I know that if I don't have anyone to go and talk to, that I can talk to you through prayer and You will listen and thats awesome Lord. You don't care what I do and You still love me. Your unconditional love for me, its just so awesome. Thank you Lord for everything that You did. Amen


"The end is near. Therefore be clear minded and self-controlled so that you can pray. Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling. Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God's grace in its various forms. If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God. If anyone serves, he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen"
1 Peter 7-11

Lack of sleep

Last night I got a phone call on my cell and it was my twin sister, Dan.....so she asks me if I'm doing anything around 9:15pm and I was like no why?......there was a softball game at the high school in Manheim and I went.......it wasn't over till 1045pm and there was only college age students there cheering on LCBC and they really appreciated that too.....a few of us, 5 to be exact, went to the Diner in Manheim, its called Manheim Diner, but the sign says Lyndon Diner....they haven't changed the sign yet....ok well......we go there just for fellowship and it was great!! I had an awesome time and since they are open 24 hours we were there till about 1:30 in the morning this morning and I had to get up at 6am this morning........it felt like I didn't even get time to sleep....I've noticed that throughout the day it goes slow, and when your asleep and pretty soon the sun is rising......I didn't go to bed till 2:00am this morning....

we did have some very good conversations though.....but by 1:00am or so we started to talk about our childhood and what dumb things we did, lol......at my old house we had "L" bunks, they were like bunkbeds but in the shape of an L....they were cool back then...lol........one night I decided that I wanted to sleep on the top bunk cuz I always slept on the bottom, well Dan lets me and the next thing I know, I'm on the floor and it was a good drop too, from the top bunk to the floor, I just stay there the rest of the night and yeah it kind of hurt when i wasn't expected to fall off.......lol.........never again have I slept on the top bunk..........lol.............

then we talked about dating, where everyone went to church before they came to LCBC, if they went to another church.........car accidents and tickets and we(us 4 girls) decided that guys tend to have more accidents and get more tickets cuz their showing off their car.....lol......we had some really awesome conversations......I want to do that again some time soon...........lol............

well I"m headin to bed.......and jase good luck getting up in the morning after seeing the new Star Wars movie, lol.........good luck with that!!.........................lol......oh yeah, i believe i do more work then you when im helping out Joyce, lol........just kidding, you do work hard.........lol.........go home and go to bed..........lol.................jase your awesome!!.........................good night all.......

nothing new has happened since the last time that i wrote in this thing.....thats pretty sad i guess, well maybe not, idk.........im trying to put some pictures on here to make it a little more exciting......they're most likely gonna be random pics......




^^^this was my cat that i found at my g-rents house last summer but he must have gotten in a lot of fights or something cuz he's been gone for a while now..i found that cat when he was a kitten.......i miss that cat, he was always waiting for me to get home from work......but recently i found another kitten at my g-rents house but he was too young for me to take care of....he was the most adorable kitten that i found and wanted to keep him but i couldnt, i was kind of sad about that.......but i took him to the Human League of Lancaster just the other day cuz the mother cat must have left him......and i didnt want him to die cuz he was so young, he deserved a chance to live and go to a loving family..lol......i had him outside in the grass and he would follow me around, it was so freakin cute.....lol...........

more pics to come later........

Mothers Day coming up

Mothers Day is coming up this Sunday.....so yea its gonna be hard to get through that day.......oh how I miss my mom..........so I guess this Sunday I'm just gonna remember her and how awesome she was........I loved her so much and even though she's not around I still love her, she has a special spot in my heart that will never leave...........I so wish she was here right now, I could use her help.......she was an amazing person and very outgoing, all around wonderful person to be around...........
more to come on Sunday.........

why did I post this??, I don't know, I guess its another one of my dumb posts, idk.......it was just in my mind and I've been thinking about it a lot........to see everyone out with their moms and everything..............I guess I just get down about it, cuz I just wish that the doctors could have helped her more...............

Trusting people

Well this afternoon after work I go to Turkey Hill in town(Manheim, that is) and on the door is this sign "Missing!" and I saw the name and it sounded so familiar, so I came home and looked in my yearbook from last year and there she was.....I was so shocked when I saw that piece of paper on the door....of all places that everyone's missing from, it has to be Manheim.....these days you can't seem to trust anyone, I mean, you just never know what's going to happen around your area, seriously.........or CAN you trust them?? It's so sad when other people have to take another person away and do who knows what, murder them, abuse them, or just take them somewhere else that no one else knows....... thats just something that I've noticed throughout the news the last couple of days.......such as one lady that's been missing for 3 days and is now in New Mexico or whatever, she says that she was kidnapped but really wasn't, get that one, she was to get married in Georgia but she said that she got "cold feet"......some people are confusing.........her family was worried and everything but now she's back home in Georgia........

well that's my ranting, if you wanna call it that!! lol