A need to VENT!!

this week has been a tough week to get through and its almost over. Today(thursday) has been extremely tough, i have never ever gotten upset to the point where i was crying, that was until today. I'm gonna vent in this entry tonight just because i think i need to.
It all started yesterday at work, we already were opened for dinner and Paul(thats the kitchen supervisor) was so where else and i decided to exbo, thats whats we call it when we garnish the dinners, the one server comes up to Paul and is like "its about time you got back, cuz ash is really slow and blah blah blah" and its about 5pm so i was like OKAY im leaving.

Well at work we have 2 part time salad preps, but theres mainly one that comes in at 3pm every day. They have plenty of work to do for the evening, i dont see why they always theres nothing to do, seriously. If theres anything thats not done right I get in trouble because I'm the full time salad prep.

Today the lite desert, which was Banana cake, was dry and the servers supervisor was like "these are all dry, is this all the cake we have?" and said yes and at that point i was crying and she came up to me and said that she wanted to talk to me. So we go in her office and talk. It felt good to just talk. At break Paul comes over to sit with me because i felt like being antisocial today and was like "so talk to me," i told him that i wanted to talk later because there were too many people in the cafe to talk and he told me that we would talk later and we did. I think thats all i needed to do, was talk. It was about one of the salad preps, so Paul told me that him and Russ(head Chef/supervisor), the two salad preps and myslef are going to have to have a little pow wow and i totally agree 100%. This week i have been really really stressed out. Paul is the most understanding supervisor ever, i know i've said that before but he really is. He told me that have to communicate more to him and Russ but thats the one thing that i lack.

Paul said to me that my job shouldn't be stressful anymore because theres a salad prep every day at 3pm. i still don't understand why they cant get everything done. All they have to worry about is two desserts, lite dessert, a second salad, bread and two soups. How difficult is that, seriously!!!

Everyone at work knew i wasnt having a good day. This one server that i know came up to me after i came back from talking with the servers supervisor and shes asked me if i needed a hug and she gave me a hug. Then the one cook wanted to know what the servers supervisor talked to me about and i was loke you dont need to know. Shes that kind of person that HAS to know whats going on in everybodys lives and has to be in everyones business. I'm just tired of a few, very few, people at work.

Wow that feels a little better now, but not for long, one more day of work and the weekend is FINALLY here. I need to relax, now i know why i have high blood pressure. lol

well thats all off my chest, im going to bed, hopefully i can sleep now.