Drugged up!!

For the past few nights i have been taking the
Nighttime,
sniffling,
sneezing,
coughing,
aching,
sleep better
to feel better
medicine...

NYQUIL!!!!

I love NyQuil when i'm sick and i dont get sick often either. I've been sick now for a week and a half now and im finally getting better, slowly!!! YAY for NyQuil and feeling better!!!!

I got back safely from Pittsburgh and wow it was amazing there. Sometime soon I'm heading to North Carolina to see my cousin and his wife Ashley and their little boy(which i havent seen yet in person) Austin James....He's gonna be tall because he has his dads genes. I heard that Austin started walking without shoes, lol, hes having problems walking with shoes on, so hopefully when i go down there that he'll be walking with shoes on.

Heres two pictures that i think are the best ones that i have of him recently but he's gotten so much bigger since these were taken. hes a little over a year old i think....
Heres my cousin, Matt holding Austin while taking a nap!! He was in the marines but his 4 years or so were up in January, hes glad to be at home with Austin and Ashley.

Heres a picture of Austin at the hospital in NC. He's so adorable.

I'm heading to NC sometime around Easter or before. I'm so excited. I love to travel by car, plane, whatever!!! lol

So work has been crazy lately. There are a few times where i just wanna quit and leave right on the spot. I try so hard to do my job and i still get yelled at. Thats one thing that bothers me because i got yelled at by my dad wat too much when i was younger and half the time its not my fault.

Yesterday was Inside Out for the Middle school students at the church. First off, I was talking to Joyce and whatnot then Chad, the most amazing person around comes up to me to see if i would run to Darrenkamps to get drinks for the tech crew dinner and of course i went to get drinks for him. As i proceded downstairs Pearl, another awesome person, says "hey Ash!!" im the tone of voice as if i did something, but she just wanted to know if i would drive for the Inside Out thing and of course since I'm such a flexible person and i had nothing to do i drove Bri, a 6th grade leader, Missy and Vicki to Friendlys in Lancaster to hand out flyers and Missy and Vicki are the most talkative 6th graders i know!!!! They were awesome!!! then i went home to get some rest for work in the morning. I felt like crap all day yesterday and today. The feeling where i just wanna crawl in bed and sleep all day.



this is going to be a totally different subject now......
sometimes i wonder if people enjoy being around me, i mean sometimes i get the feeling that im being ignored and i have been ignored by a few people, especially on tuesday night. I'm not going into details. I just wanted to go home and just sob, thats how bad i felt. Theres another thing thats been bugging me but since that person has asked for my forgiveness the other night, i forgave him for what he did. Yea it was nothing huge, he thought it was the youth camcorder but later found out that it wasnt and called me the following night just to say he was really sorry and asked if i could forgive him. To me that was awesome what he did and he made a few comments about the video, saying that there was a lot of my cabin and thats the reason why he taped over it and he also said something at it not making the cut for the DVD. I was about in tears when he said all that to me and i was in tears when he called me to say he was sorry.

well im done for tonight i gtg before i fall asleep at my computer!!! lol