Monday, February 25, 2008

Moving on...

How do u react to a parent, ur only parent that is still alive, but got remarried and doesn't reply to ur emails, phone calls, or letters? I've been struggling with this issue for sometime now and just don't know what to do. I've emailed my dad recently, last Sunday, about getting me a ticket for a conference down in Georgia. My friends and i are driving down to Georgia for the PASSION conference. I really want to go but i haven't heard from my dad yet and i probably won't go then. I don't understand why he has to ignore me.


What did i do to him?


Its all my fault, i guess!

I've tried emailing, phone calls, writing letters, and going for dinner and nothing has worked.

Should i just keep trying and getting myself stressed out over it or should i just move on in life??


I'm just worried that this isn't what God had in mind and WANTS me to have a relationship with him.


So I'm doing something for me and to prove to my dad that i can make something of myself and i joined the Air Force! I'm almost to my weight goal and then i can call my recruiter!! My dad will probably careless that i did that!!

I just wish there was ONE person here with me......







and that PERSON is my MOM!! Everything would be great if she were around! Can't believe its been 10 years!!
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Max B. said...

I am not sure how God works, what all he does, and so on. I have been thinking how.. its human nature to.. find peace and so on, and I was reading Exodus, and seeing how the plagues were going down, people were waiting to leave, and things kept getting worse. God's people were having to wait longer, and even got beat for asking to leave Egypt. But the whole thing was God showing his power, saving the people, and offering them love and his leadership. (but im sure it didnt feel like that for them at first, or through the process)

4/07/2008 05:45:00 PM

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