Service...

I decided to sit by myself in the church service this morning. I wasn't having a great week at work and just needed some alone time. I didnt want to be distracted by my friends talking through the service. I'm glad that i did because i actually got something out of the message.

"If your not on the planes wings than do you really trust God with your life?"

I'm not sure if those were the exact words that Mike said, so forgive me if there wrong. But what he was talking about in the service was what i needed to hear. I'm just having a rough life and just need someone to vent with, you know.

Does anybody know how I feel?
Sometimes I'm numb, sometimes I'm overcome
Does anybody care what's going on?
Do I have to wear my scars like a badge on my arm
For you to see me, I need release

Do I have to scream for you to hear me?
Do I have to bleed for you to see me?
Cause I grieve, you're not listening to me
Do I need to scream?

Has anybody seen what's been done?
Where was my defense? No one heard my protest
The eyes of God were watching me
It's time to make my peace, let it go and be released
So I can breathe again
I'm on my knees

I've been marked, set apart
But I'm cut so deep and afraid of the dark
One drop of blood from the hole in Your hand
Is enough to heal me and make me stand

'Cause I'm clean, He is listening to me
I don't have to scream for Him to hear me
Don't have to bleed for Him to see me
'Cause I'm clean, He is listening to me
I don't have to scream
I don't have to bleed
'Cause I'm clean, He is listening
And I don't have to scream



Well I'm working 10 days in a row at work. Needless to say by day 6 I'm gonna be irritable and probably goning to explode on someone. I'm not looking forward to be honest. I'm just not the happiest person right now. I found out that I'm getting overtime like you wouldn't believe Breakfast or just to hangout anyone??? let me know. Just be praying for me that work goes well for the 10 days that I'm working and that i have a good attitude going into work each morning. I just havne't been myself lately, I just feel down. No one understands what I'm dealing with friends, work and trusting God. Its hard to trust God when He's taken someone so special from me.

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

^^Love this song!!^^