Reading

As of right now I have this killer headache that's right above my eyes and on both sides of my head. But anyways, life has been great.

Yesterday since I had off work I helped my grandma outside cleaning up the yard and such. We have enough wood to make a huge bonfire, no lie!! I would love to have a bonfire, set up a volleyball net or two, throw frisbee, you name it we probably could do it here. We have about 4 acres. Its ridiculous!! I love helping her pick asparagus in the garden. I can't wait til raspberries start growing!!

So recently i've started reading Romans. I tried reading Psalms but i just seem like i dont have the patience i guess. I'm trying to read more of the Bible because i've been slacking in that for a while.



---One thing i dont understand is what this past sermon was about, "Is there a Hell?" i believe there is a Hell. But one thing that got me thinking was that Pastor David said that people who commit suicide and are believer's of God go to Heaven?! For once i was thinking and listening to the sermon. lol...I dont I'm just confused with that. Because the 6th commandment says that "you shall not murder", your mudering yourself(self-murder) aren't you?? I have no thoughts of suicide its just me thinking for once, lol.

Bad Day-Daniel Powter
Where is the moment when needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

I've just got this IM message from a long time friend, he used to go to lcbc but he left for another church, its Dave VanZandt, i miss that kid so much!!! I was so excited when he IMed me, you have no idea, i was like freaking out. im still freaking out!! lol he might come for a visit sometime in the next few weeks!!! I'M SO EXCITED!!!!