this is Maddie, my grents puppy, she's a little over a year old. She just got her female parts taken out earlier in the week so no puppies for her and now she can run around and chance rabbits and birds. Wednesday night i decided to have her sleep with me, we went to bed around 930pm. She decides to wake up at 130am, yes 130am! i was so tired at the time, but i got up and we went upstairs and chilled, gave her a little bit of food and watched infomercials on every channel!! lol. I never went back to bed after that bc i had to be at work by 6am!!
well I've been trying to focus on God more these last few weeks and its been really hard. I'm still dealing with my dad and our relationship. As of right our relationship stands still. Since my older sister, Kristen, had Hunter"Hunt" my dad and step-mom has had her, Hunt and her husband over for dinner twice in 2 months. I feel like i need to go and get pregnant to get my dad's attention, but you know what, its not worth it!! I just don't know what else to do.
On a lighter note, i was out for my run yesterday and some lady came up to me and handed me a pamphlet on how nothing is too hard for God such as relationships, illness, disappointments, forgiveness, and fear in our lives. I actually read it last night. This lady, i can't even remember her name, goes to Christian Life Center just outside of Manheim. She asked me if i go to a church that i went to and i told her LCBC and she knew where that was at. After that she told me all that matters is that i knew Jesus. That was the end of our conversation. It was kind of awkward having some random lady come up to you when ur running!
So I'm trying to focus on God more and how I'm going to live it out.
I'm going to try to have a bonfire at my grents house sometime. We have plenty of yard to play like 4 games of volleyball and other games. we'll see what goes!
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