Its About Time.............

This is his mom and dad.

This is the room he sleeps in. Looks very comfortable, wouldn't u say!!!!

This is my cousin who just graduated from the Air Force in Texas. I'm so glad that he made it through bootcamp, but he later found out that he's colorblind. He is able to finish his 4 years out but he is coming home for a little bit because of his colorblindness, he'll be on medical leave for a bit. I so can't wait to see him and give a hug!!!

Other news now........

I loved the sermon this morning about FORGIVING!!! It was something that i needed to hear that because I'm in the process of that now. But more on the sermon tomorrow.

Life has been pretty crazy for me lately, so this is going to be a venting kind of post for me.

---Why do bad things happen to good people?

---Who do u miss the most in ur life??

---Why do i feel like a failure at times??

---What did i do to deserve this??

---Why do i feel down life, why can't i be happy like everyone else??

These are a few questions that I've been struggling with lately. I've been spending time in prayer and alone time with God the last few weeks and hoping that I'll have answers to these soon. I just wanna be a happy person, thats excited for the Lord, thats excited to get up every morning and go to work, and not feeling like I'm the worst person that you've ever met. Thats how i felt when I was living at home with my dad. I felt like dirt, like the lowest of lows, like a nobody. I'm just tired of living my life like that.

I've totally done things in the past few months that I once again promised a few of my friends from church that I wouldn't do that. Thats one thing thats been on my heart and having a relationship with my dad.

I don't know what my plans are for this summer, thats if i have any. I know I might be heading down to South Carolina with a few friends. I don't think I'm going on any trips this summer. My mind just hasn't been all together with it. I was doubting and struggling with my relationship with God and everything. I'm trying to keep my head up and just move forward!!

I might get my cell phone up and running this week, thats what I'm hoping for!!!

More pictures to come tomorrow!!!