Update

Heres a little bit thats happened so far this week, well i guess the week is over. I totally forgot what day it is today because i had off yesterday and today and work tomorrow.

~I am offically heading to Mississippi in January. Totally excited! My supervisor, Paul Waul, were talking about it and whatnot. His name is Paul but i call him Paul Waul since he calls me Aunt Ash....lol....He's excited for me too!!

~My one friend that I've been praying for thats been doing drugs and then went into rehab and left after being in there for 6 days, has finally called me to hang out. I really want her to go back into rehab and stay there. Its hard for me to trust her at this moment because she has lied to me after coming back to Manheim after staying in Shamokin for 3 months or so. I am wanting to talk to her to figure out if she has down anything since coming out of rehab. I just think that shes crying out on the inside and is wanting to get help. I just dont want to see my best friend get hurt because anything can happen when shes high and hanging out with friends. I'm just watching out for her. Maybe if she makes a deal with her parents if she goes back into rehab and stays in there then she can move back in with them and we can start hanging out again. I'm just praying that she'll listen to what i have to say and just think that she can have a better life than just doing drugs to make her happy, she needs the Lord in her life!!

~What about this weather these last few days. GORGEOUS!!! I was outside today blowing leaves for my grandma because i had nothing else better to do, lol.

~I've learned to accept a few things in my life!

~I finished the book Velvet Elvis and it was awesome! Loved it...

DRIFTER by DECEMBERADIO

I used to have a home.
A place I started from.
A place to call my own,
bright lights and late nights.

The devil took me on a midnight ride.
Left me out in the desert on my own.
Now I feel alone
I need a hand to help me find my way back home.

I'm a drifter out on a dead end road
trying to find my way back home
to get to you
Oh to get to you
Lord I've been gone for far too long,
headed to places I don't belong
and I've got to get back home to you.

Sometimes I think about the past
and the road that I was on,
the one that lead me home
I'll walk on another day

I may wander but I'll never stray,
cause I found out the hard way
sin don't pay.
Now I feel alone,
I need a hand to help me
find my way back home

I'm a drifter out on a dead end road
trying to find my way back home
to get to you
Oh to get to you
Lord I've been gone for far too long
headed to places I don't belong
and I've got to get back home to you

and when I feel the night is closing in
and I can barely breathe the air
I just remember that I've got a friend
who really cares
Oh who really cares

I'm a drifter out on a dead end road
trying to find my way back home
to get to you
Oh to get to you
Lord I've been gone for far too long
headed to places I don't belong
and I've got to get back home to you