You just can't do it!!

Discovering everything that i've done in the past 2 months or so has really gotten me thinking. How could i have been so stupid to deal with stress that way. i realized now that its not a very good way to deal with it, so now that i have a new work schedule and have off the weekends now, i feel less stressed. I still get my days where its stressful but i talk to my supervisor about it and then he helps me throughout the day to make sure i dont flipout on anyone.

So im giving everything up to God, cuz i cant do it on my own anymore, i've tried and failed, i ran away for so long and came back. You can't do life on your own, just incase no one knew that. lol. i regret doing what i did, totally.....i cant believe that i did that.

Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

CHORUS
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there

Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything seems cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

CHORUS
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same



awesome song^^^^ Runaway train by Soul Asylum